jack johnson's a good folk artist...

i quit johnny carino's to help daren around the house. now i could go to austin and visit david. i miss him so much. i havent seen him since my cousin tavo got married. i miss gabby too. they were BOTH like brother and sister to me. i wonder how ali and abi look like now. abi is 1yr and a 1/2 now! and ali is 5 YEARS OLD! damn time is flying so quickly. i was having some hardcore memories of me hanging out with my sisters in pj's doing a F*R*i*E*N*D*S marathon every weekend. awe, eating popcorn, and being stoopid. yea man, my little sister, big mac, just turned 16 about a month ago. damn.... she's growing. she's in highschool already. one more year and she goes to college. i cannot believe that she is growing up. she's little maggs man. if there is one person that i cannot believe is getting older and older its biggs. man, i've known her since day 1. since the moment she was born, as soon as they put her in that room and i saw her. she was so tiny too. and the first time i held her. she was heavy kuz i was tiny, and i thought i was gonna drop her. and i hated her till i was around 10 or 11 years old. then i realized how stoopid i was because i hurt her feelings and she's blood man. hehe. and race is getting older and older and it makes me wanna be her age. i've ALWAYS looked up to that chik. she went to middle school, guess who wanted to go. she was in band, guess who wanted to be in band. she was in high school, guess who wanted to be in high school. she was in college, guess who wanted to be in college already. i even graduated early. graduated from college, and guess who wanted to finish school already? so yea, now i wanna be over 21 so i can go to bars and clubs and drink with her. hehe. anyways...
so... on another note, DAREN. yea, i love him. today anDee woke up and called her grandma and said she wanted to hang out with her. so kelly asked, is sophi awake? and anDee says, no. so kelly asked, can you wake her up? and anDee said no. so kelly thought that anDee couldnt wake me up kuz i might have been dead or something. so kelly calls daren and tells daren whats "going on". daren tries calling me and calling me and calling me. well... anDee had the phone in her room. and i didnt know he was calling. i guess she figered that the phone was ringing and ringing and she brought it back to the room. well.. by the time she'd brought the phone back, daren came, and i was still asleep, NOT KNOWiNG WHAT WAS GOiNG ON!! and daren lifts the cover and says GET UP!! and i'm just like, what the hell? whats wrong?? and he said that anDee couldnt wake me up. and then he was screaming at me. why didnt you answer the phone??? we were looking for you!! and i said, i didnt hear it until a couple of seconds ago. and he called his mom and told her everything was ok. and anDee comes out and daren says, did you try to wake up sophi, did you call my mom?? and anDee says, yes, i called gramma, and i didnt try to wake up sophi. and daren left ANGRY. and i was very upset at anDee, kuz daren had to leave work to check up on me kuz i didnt wanna wake up, thinking i was dead or something. fuckin anDee man. hahahaha
yea, daren and i are doing very well. ive been keeping the house clean and he's been liking that. we took some acid together. it was GREAT. i fuckin realized how much i loved him. and i think he realized how much he loved me too. i was naked the whole night with a little blancket on me. i felt like a hippie. we went out side and saw the stars. it was beautiful, they looked like diamonds. and we had a good talk about stuff. personal stuff. today he is at work and i am alone, and i miss him so much. i love sleeping next to him every night. and i love watching movies cuddling with him. and bking with him. and surfing with him. and i love just being next to him even in i'm mad at him. as long as he's in the same building, or room. i love him man. he's actually my first love. anywho... acid is good. i gotta tell sandra man. she's gonna be so excited!! well i'm done for today. l8rs g8rs